Philippines · 268 Days · 25 Moments · December 2017

Realizations


8 September 2018

We should run to reach what the Lord had done. The Lord had done so much. He suffered a lot already. The body should receive glory, love and praise by now. And people must do well and help Him to do the work. People should do the work for Him too.
Do well. Do more. I felt ashamed before God. I've done nothing compared to what the Lord have done for the HT. We should really do well and help the Lord. He saved the world but for us we only did little things if we compared it to Him. The Lord saved the people from different country...what we only have to do by now is to save atleast the people in our country/domain/family. Compared to what the Lord had done it is too little. Do not boost if you had evangelized people, that's to little compared to what the had done. These are answered prayer too. I was crying when i want home. Thinking that I'm lacking. How can people believe if im so lacking? How can they believe if I'm slow and not doing well. Thank you God and Hsp. Help me to have this heart everyday. To always do well thinking about what the Lord had done. We brides, should help the Lord to fulfill your will. If the Lord can do it, we can also do it. He is also a HB. If we follow Him we can be also prosperous like Him.
I have to take of of my mom When buying food near my dorm, i saw a lola. Her body is weak already. So i realized that i should take care my mom too because time will come that her body will get week. We have to take care of her for her body to be strong even she is old already. I don't wanna see people suffering. I pity them and i my heart gets hurt when i see them. How much more i will feel if i would see my love ones suffer?
Why do i have to run swiftly now? For the beloved people of God become raptured brides and also be a standard raptured bride so that the people will follow and will also do well. I have to really become a standard for the history to go well and the history will be fulfilled throughout the world. Standard brides are swift, so you really have to take action swifly. Why do i have to evangelize even there's no rapture already? For people to fulfill the will of God and for us to live heaven on earth. If you love GOD and the people, you will give the best for them. You will give your best to God if you truly love Him. If you truly love Him, you will take action to the extreme.

2 September 2018

Genesis 15: 1. After this, the word of the Lord came to Abram in a vision: "Do not be afraid, Abram. I am your shield, your very great reward. " Im so afraid to attend sunday service. But i think i really should....God said that i should not be afraid. God i really wanna love you in an extreme way. I will attend predawn services na and sunday service. Pls be with me. Pls help me do it because of my love for the Holy Trinity and for the Lord.
If it's hard for me to save my sisters because they do not know...the value of the words and the time right now. How much it's hard for the Lord to carry the cross and save many people of the earth. My family is few compared to the burden of the Lord. I should really do more.

19 February 2018

When people fail to realize about the Lord It's not always easy for people to realize the Lord, knowing the lectures is not enough for them to realize how lucky they are to meet the history and the messiah. But when they realize that the messiah given by the HT is also a human being, who's continuously working hard, who's experiencing tremendous suffering (when He's doing conditions for us to be forgiven), and not sleeping for us to connect to the HT for us to receive the word. Ppl must realize how lucky they are to meet the messiah. Becoz he's someone close to the HT, the only person chosen and qualified to be the mediator for us to be save and to meet the HT. Realizing abt the Lord (his sacrifices and sufferings for us and for the history to build), will help people to work hard and do more. When we don't take action we will lose the HT, especially the HS.

18 February 2018

HT Give me more realizations and help me po to connect to you. Help me to make the Lord and HT's words as my head. I love you. Even if i will have struggles i will cling on to you. Help me to be more spiritual po.
During Passing The time i went in front, when i gave the flower to the HT. I told them "HT AND Lord, i love you. I wanna be one with you, Help me to take action, in the n.HS LORD i pray amen". I suddenly cried heavily for no reason. I tried to question my self, in wht reason are u going to cry that way? The feeling makes me feel that i am weak, loved, forgiven and thankful. Then i believe its my spirit who were forgiven in heaven. The HT accept my love and told me that they love me too. And my spirit is also thankful. I realized how love I am today by the HT by choosing me to walk for them as their apostle. I must carry the cross too to be able to join the Lord. I should make the HT and L my head. I should align myself to them so that i can connect to them. Same with a low qual vs high qual smartphone. They can't connect to each other if the other is low qual has no messenger, fb, coc applications. Help me to be higher level HS, give me po lots of inspiration to take action
The Holy Trinity Without there love there will be no messiah. They send the messiah because they love us. So don't forget that our greatest love must still be belong to the HT. Because they are the main reason why the messiah exist. But we should always acknowledge the messiah's effort and conditions, knowing how hard it is for a human being.
SSN is just a human being who have the Lord's head , there's chance that if He didn't do well or if he did not make condition, we will Not have or we will not know the ways to have salvation. And the history will not be fulfilled. He is someone qualified to take the cross for us to be forgiven, because He is clean and close to God. If God sees Him , GOD will be please.
"Passing Day" Thank you Holy Trinity and Lord for this day. I realized a lot today, and i learned to appreciate SSN today as the messiah. The whole HT love us but they have different job. Holy Son is someone who guides the messiah to lead them to heaven and to God. The messiah and HSo have the same thoughts..but the messiah is just a human being the HSo is a divine being. HSo raise the messiah to help ppl know the way to heaven. HSo is the divine being who helps us to have salvation. HSo love us so much, the whole trinity. Why we should acknowledge or appreciate the messiah? Because He is just a human being but then He's doing tremendous conditions, painful conditions. Ppl can also make conditions but they can't be the messiah. Messiah are chosen one...its a predestination. Since SSN is someone close to GOD he can plead GOD for our salvation and he knows the ways to have salvation because the HT teach him, he's the only one who is classified because of his background and conditi

11 February 2018

Be the Standard Yesterday i was not able to come home because i had diarrhea. I got healed in the morning but not fully recover. I realized that physical pain can last a day, a month and years but the Spirit's pain last forever, it is same with happiness. I also had a dream. We had a party at home. I saw myself throwing wine and drinking some of it fore them to drink less since it is not good for their bodies. I saw also my aunty, tita pinky, she's not a drinker but at that time she ask me for the wine i have. I must be the Standard to them. I should not be drinking wine at that time. Or in every situations i should be the Standard like in taking action. I should walk my talk.

26 December 2017

People are crying to HOLY TRINITY because they stop receiving inspiration This happens when the inspiration is overflowing to us, but then we do not pay attention and just ignore it. In that way the Holy Trinity turns their back to us. That's why, do not be stubborn when the HOLY TRINITY is inspiring you. Act within 2.5 seconds, or else you'll be doing things the task on your own without their help, then it will be harder at that time.

17 December 2017

Im in pain I felt so sad as my sisters say no on taking the lectures. It made me cry, because i love them, i wanna be with them as brides. But then i can't force them. All i can do is to pray for them to meet the new history. I wonder how much more is the pain of God. But we must not be controlled by our emotions, we should control it instead. We are it's master. Be higher level than satan, orelse he will use our emotions to create sin.

15 December 2017

"I dont fell dull anymore" After realizing a lot, after last Wednesday service, i learned to make my relationship with the Lord to be stronger. It is not by feeling, you should rely on your faith. If you don't feel the Lord, it only means that you have to make a true and sincere repentance. It means that you have to multiple your actions. Only then you can feel Him again, if you become stagnant and do not strive harder to raise your level more, you will feel dull again. I am happy, more happy than before. I feel so complete and hopeful. Seusangnim is really true. He's the man of mission.
The Lord knows what you need, He will give it to you more instead of what you want.
"An Equipment can't be use if it is Dirty" When my professor in mnt was praying i realized this: Why? A person can't be use by GOD if it is sinful and dirty. Just as the same in cooking a meal , a dirty laddle can't be use to stir the food because it will make the food dirty too, contaminated, and may also make people's stomach be uspet. If you are sinful you cant help a person grow to be clean. Because you are not clean too, you will just influence her of your dirtiness. You can't raise her to be clean because even yourself do not know how and you don't also have the capability to take action. Be a living example for them first, how can they stand in faith if their support is not strong.
Those who cleanse themselves from the latter will be instruments for special purposes, made holy, useful to the Master and prepared to do any good work. Flee the evil desires of youth and pursue righteousness, faith, love and peace, along with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart. Don’t have anything to do with foolish and stupid arguments, because you know they produce quarrels. And the Lord’s servant must not be quarrelsome but must be kind to everyone, able to teach, not resentful. Opponents must be gently instructed, in the hope that God will grant them repentance leading them to a knowledge of the truth, and that they will come to their senses and escape from the trap of the devil, who has taken them captive to do his will. With this verse, it help me realize if their church and SSN is true.
Dealing With False Teachers 2Timothy 2:14-26 Keep reminding God’s people of these things. Warn them before God against quarreling about words; it is of no value, and only ruins those who listen. Do your best to present yourself to God as one approved, a worker who does not need to be ashamed and who correctly handles the word of truth. Avoid godless chatter, because those who indulge in it will become more and more ungodly. Their teaching will spread like gangrene. Among them are Hymenaeus and Philetus, who have departed from the truth. They say that the resurrection has already taken place, and they destroy the faith of some. Nevertheless, God’s solid foundation stands firm, sealed with this inscription: “The Lord knows those who are his,” and, “Everyone who confesses the name of the Lord must turn away from wickedness.” In a large house there are articles not only of gold and silver, but also of wood and clay; some are for special purposes and some for common use.

14 December 2017

This may look like an ordinary letter to my dad, but while im writing this my tears wer bursting out. I really feel sad. Maybe its because of our conditon and deep in my soul i dont want it, but my body says "it is ok" Pa. Pasensya ka na kung madalas kitang d kinakausap. Natatakot kasi ako sa yo eh. Lagi ka kasing galit. Emotional po kasi ako, dinidibdib ko po ung mga sinasabi nio, kahit pa ibang tao ung kausap niyo. Pero po sana mapatawad nyo ako. Sana kahit ganun po tayo, malamn nyo po sana na..I appreciate you po. Thank you po sa pag papaaral sa akin kahit ganito ako. Pag ako namn po ang meron..kahit d man po ako yumaman or konti lang ang pera ko. Babawi po ako sa inyo. Sorry po tlaga pa. Sana po malaman nyo din na mahal na mahal kayo ni Lord. Binibigyan niya po kayo ng marami pang taon at chance Sana po sundin nyo po sya. Gabi gabi ko pong pinagdadasal ang pamilya natin. Na sana magkaron ng kapayapaan at lahat tayo ay makapunta sa langit. It's not too late for us to go to H.
Magbago na po sana sya. Its only you and God, that can change you. Im sorry po for everything, kahit na i don't always talk to you. You still provide for me. Babawi po ako pag ako naman po ang meron.
Inspiration While taking a bath a while ago, i was inspired to say sorry to my father. I just felt it, i forgot the bad things he made, and my awkwardness with him. Though i can do it only on chat, atleast im doing something to raise my level. Pa. I want to say sorry to you. I'm sorry if i dont talk to you often. Naiintimidate po kasi ako sa inyo e. Im so emotional po kasi, I'm easily hurt po by ur words or masasamang salitang sinasabi niyo, even it's not pertaining to me. I'm still hurt po. I have so much things to say to you po, like "Pa please forgive them, magpakumbaba ka pa, magsorry ka pa, hindi ikaw ang laging tama pa, pa intindihin mo nmn ang ibang tao!" But i can't po..baka sabihin nio po sakin ay "anak lang kita". So i accept that, i cant correct you, but i keep on praying everynight, na Lord please po, sundin ka po sana nipapa Pero eveb thats the case i appreciate you po, for providing for us. Even ganun po ung ugali ko towards you, you still provide for me. Thank you po.
" Problems always come" As we go to photocopy our handouts near my apartment in Pureza, were so blessed to find a store that offers a cheap prize, it has the same prize in PUP. I watched how the old lady manage our handouts. After awhile, some of the papers got stuck in the bottom of the machine. And then i realized that problems always come. But problems must not make human be stuck up or unmoved when they have it. They are not objects, which are not capable. Humans are so much capable moving and solving the problem. Problems must be face, they must be completed and be solved. Only then it will give us relief and make us finish our task for that time. Every process has problems, life has problems. Its part of the process of everything. That's why we have to face it , accept it and treat it as a normal part of life. Problems also help us to be polished. And help us to be complete and to learn a lot.
"If you don't hold it tight, you will fall" Since 3 am, I noticed that my fan is loosely knot in my bed. I did not also knot it tightly for security cause i did not think that it might fall. Thats why we have to hold things tightly so it will not leave us or fall. Same with managing people, you have to have a strong bond with them so they will not fall unto sin.